I had a major realization this week. (Well actually I've had a lot, my world is in an uproar this week) Has it ever occurred to anyone that church and introverts are not exactly a friendly mix? I am an introvert. Some would argue with me but I can tell you that large groups scare me to death. I can handle it because I've pushed myself for years to learn how to function in the extroverted world. Yet that does not mean that church is any less depleting. I did an internet search and to my huge relief there are many other people out there who feel the same way. In contrast I love, love, love little groups of people. A few friends meeting for dinner, talking, worshiping together. This all relates to the what do I do about church attendance dilemma. I'm totally up for trying a home church. It's sounds completely appealing. I know it can be a really positive way to grow with other believers but how in the world do I find one? I wonder how God is going to provide? I wonder which way this is going to head? But I'm ready for something different.